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Kindly note that according to the Saudi residency system and with the cancellation of the sponsorship system and the issuance of the final exit visa by the employer, yes, the visa can be requested by reviewing the General Directorate of Passports or by entering the Absher platform of the Ministry of Interior and requesting cancellation, but according to specific conditions and procedures to you as follows
1- The request to cancel the visa must be made within a period of sixty days from the date of the visa and its issuance, since after this period, financial fines may be imposed on the expatriate
2- It is necessary that the residence permit is valid, meaning that it is valid, and therefore that it has been extracted
Final exit visa One day before the expiry of the stay, you can refer to the General Directorate of Passports and submit the complaint and explain the matter in detail for the purposes of legal treatment of the complaint and request
3- The absence of any misconduct against the expatriate for the previous period
4. It leads to canceling the visa from inside Saudi Arabia, as it is impossible to cancel from abroad
** With the cancellation of the sponsorship system and the termination of work by the employer, it is also possible to request a change of employer without the need to obtain a no-objection from the sponsor, provided that a new work contract is obtained to obtain a new residence, and for more details, the labor office can be consulted in this regard.