Good day Doctors, I don't know if you will notice...

Good day Doctors, I don't know if you will notice my question but I'm still hoping. When I was a child I don't have any confidence to face anyone or even talk to them first but yeah I have best friend. They're real to me they didn't let me fill me alone, I don't know if its me who are the problem or what but I always push them even though I treat them my best friend. I eve lie to them, I'm being harsh to them back then in high school. For me to notice by them and to recognise even though I know it's wrong still I did it. Getting mature, I realized it's better to be alone than to hurt others. But they're still coming with me to open up what happen to them they by they. Little by little I feel like I'm being full. I feel like I'm stress to there problems. Now I'm working. There's some complain about how I work. Little by little they complain. I also have a boyfriend who share he's problem to me, it feels like it's adding my stress. Right now I'm really short tempered, trying to talk back to anyone at the same time still holding my temper. And I don't like what I'm going through and what I feel. It's makes me irritate little by little. Do I need to see a doctor? Or you will give an advise? Please notice me.