Hi..Ive been married for almost 2 years now.......

Hi..Ive been married for almost 2 years now....there has been quite some friction in my marriage as my husband seems to feel that I don't try to change myself...like I'm too fussy and make a deal of everything...and i got too many excuses for anything he says....today we were out with family....and when we reached the destination ...when we got out of the car his phone fell down from my hand...and the screen broke...he got crazy and started shouting there....I kept quite and when he kept her to g angry in the mall...I broke down and told tostop and I'm fed up ...and cried a bit in front of family...I really felt embarrassed later on and I know I lost control...which I'm ashamed about...but i felt like the phone meant more to him than anything....he kept telling now that I'm irresponsible, careless and next time I make some drama....he will slap me.....and also the fact that I have a disease he brought up today again.....he keeps telling I making excuses because of my illness...